A**hole

So here it's like.

There's a girl and there's a boy.

The boy suddenly came up from nowhere and started talking to her like he had known her for a long time.

(When the fact was not. They just simply knew each other.)

The girl pretended so, and they're chatting and calling each other for almost everynight for like 1 week.

They still chatted from morning to night, night to morning.

The girl was confused what she's doing. She just let it flew.

One day the boy told her about his feeling in randomly random words.

The girl was not sure about her feeling and this boy.

So, she again pretended like that was a joke or something, in order to break the awkwardness and see the reaction of the boy.

The boy unexpectedly did that too with a little bit dissapointment.

Then the boy stopped greeting her for days.

The girl got confused.

Did she do the wrong thing?

She's just feeling unsure and she didn't have that kind of feeling also.

The boy started to chat with her again.

"It's been a long time" He said.

Then stopped.

Then he made conversations again.

and like that and like that for like ONE YEAR.

The conversation was monoton

she's bored with all those stuffs.

She didn't fall in love with him but she gave a chance. She opened her heart like an opened door that had a lot of guards around it.

Yet the boy thought "You didn't fight for me, so you're not good to me."  He even wrote that on his twitter.
Then left the girl.

The girl was once again pretending like nothing's ever happened.

** 

"Have you fought enough for me?

Have you ever tried to convince me?

Have you ever ask me out so we could have the REAL talk?

You just blame it all over me.

Which made me looked like the wrong one.

Fuck you.

Fuck you anyway."

                                    - The girl. (the unsaid words)

Bitter Flowers

You don't know
How it's so simple
By seeing you looking at me
By seeing you from behind

Make these butterflies
merrily fly higher
then suddenly shattered
into fake hope of dust

You don't know
How it's that good
to see you on that early day
was realizing me over there

But then i realized
you have never really wanted
or even worse
cared that much, to me

At the end i knew
you've always treated me
like the way you treated
..everybody else

[thoughts on sleepy night, so yeah]

you hide something
that people called it gold
you don't want they see
but you let me see

Deep inside i crave
crave to be with you
crave to stay with you
crave to be yours

with you
all seems easy
without you
insecure

But,
Who am i anyway?

Pudar

Bagaikan bulan yang indah
ku kagumi bak rupawan
semakin dekat
menuntut dibantah
layaknya menjadi alasan
untuk berpaling

Untitled

Pergi

Aku ingin pergi
Air pantai yang tenang
Atau angin sejuk pegunungan
Kemana saja
Asal tak disini

Ya! Ramai
Tapi sepi
Tetap saja sepi ku rasa
Lebih baik ku pergi
Memejam mata
Menghirup udara dingin
Sampai nyeri dada ini

Kuingin menangis
Ah, tapi sia-sia
Ku teriak
Tapi yang kudengar hanya
Gema suara menyedihkan

Inspired

Hey! So just like the title, i'm just inspired by some blogs i read recently while i'm searching for some reviews about anything like, movies, nice restaurants and places, or books, etc. Well, since i love blogging, and most of the time i don't know what to write here and instead i write about anything unimportant to share which is embarassing sometimes :P So i dicided to start writing reviews about anything i do or go. Because i think it's much better than sharing my story that nobody even reads or even cares at all haha (well i'm talking about me, Not you. so no offense!)


Just gonna share a short story now :P
This morning i went morning run with my friend arizha. She picked me up at 6 and we back to her house to put back the motorcycle. Her house is in Jl.Layur (for rawamangun people, it must be sounds familiar right?)
we went run from Layur to Pulomas! RUN! By our shoes! :D It's so cool, wasn't it? hihi. This was our first time since Jakarta is so sepi right now (but i guess it's the last day of kesepiannya Jakarta huhu) that's why we got an idea to go run this morning walaupun kepikiran nya waktu udah jam 1 pagi lol tapi alhasil kaki kita pegel banget cooy *kebanyakan jalan* WKWK jadinya abis lari makan dlu di pulomas terus kita jalan kaki ke 711 tiptop. NICE!


--foto nyusul--


By the way, gue lagi hobi sama yang nama nya nonton film indonesia! Ternyata, film indonesia itu menurut gue gak sampah-sampah amat, apalagi kalau untuk iseng. Jadi, kemarin ini selama liburan, hampir tiap hari gue nontonin film-film indonesia. Here some reviews of beberapa yang gue tonton belakangan hari ini aja:

• ARISAN!

Ini film menurut gue oke banget! Secara salah satu penulis film ini itu Joko Anwar. Film yang ber-temakan kehidupan orang dewasa mulai dari urusan pernikahan, pekerjaan, dan sosial pertemanan. Kata gue ini film bikin kita tuh jadi tahu kehidupan pernikahan dan sosial kalangan sosialita kaum hedon, terus menyangkut 'Gay'. Yea, hahaha. asik banget. Film nya ga terlalu perlu mikir tapi Plot nya beruntun gak muter-muter jadi gampang untuk ditonoton.

Tokoh utama nya ada Meimei (Cut Mini Theo), Sakti (Tora Sudiro), Andien (Aida Nurmala) , +Nino (Surya Saputra)

untuk favorite scene nya: Pastinya adegan ciuman antara Sakti-Nino. a lil bit shocking i must say... hahaha

Btw, Tora Sudiro nya disini mesos banget ya jadi putih bersih keliatan ganteeng banget cuy!

• ARISAN! 2

Lanjutan dari Arisan! 1. sama serunya tapi lebih heartcatching. kalau di arisan 2 ini, malah menurut gue Ke-Arisan nya itu gak menonjol. Disini yang menonjol itu lebih kepada Persahabatan antara Meimei, Andien, Sakti, Lita dan Nino. Pokoknya rada beda konsep sama Arisan 1. Dan ada tambahan pemeran yang pastinya bikin pingin di tonton banget: Rio Dewanto jadi Octa, dan Atiqah Hasiholan jadi Ara.

Acting nya Rio Dewanto jadi gay emang rada bikin ilfeel hahaha tapi malah bikin jadi must watch banget! dan Atiqah Hasiholan disini caaaaantik no cure hehe.

Favorite scene? mmm, mungkin pas kita ditunjukin video buatan meimei itu kali yaa.. hoho

• JANJI JONI

Film nya lumayan seru, film udah rada lama juga sih, tahun 2005. Film yang easy watching banget, apalagi kalau lagi bosen hahaha. Intinya, film nya simple tapi moral nya dapet, kata-kata nya keren sih ya soalnya.

Film yang satu ini juga directed dan di tulis sama mas Joko Anwar ;)

Starring: Nicolas Saputra as Joni, Mariana Renata dan Surya Saputra.

Favorite scene gue kali ini emang gak penting, tapi menurut gue ini yang paling memorable hahahaha:

"loe ngapain sih nyari-nyariin kakak gue?"

"ada perlu aja."

"nama lo siapa?"

"joni."

"joni? nama gue toni. joni.. toni... joni dan toni berjalan berdua mencari foni."

• D.O

Ini film sih menurut gue kocak banget. Mana gue waktu itu nonton lagi pas bosen-bosennya. HAHA emang flmnya a bit vulgar dan jokes nya rata-rata dirty. TAPI kalau orang yang emang lagi nyari film keren untuk ditonton ya jangan nonton ini. Kalau ini cuma buat iseng-iseng aja. Berhubung ini genre nya komedi, jadi jangan di ambil hati bos. Gini-gini ini film punya moral tersendiri. Jadi untuk yang nonton, ambil positive nya sama fun nya aja. Yang negative nya sih ya cukup tau masing-masing aja wkwk.
Starring: Ben Josua, Titi Kamal
Favorite scene nya susah untuk dipilih karena dari awal sampe akhir tetep aja ngakak2 dodol banget film nya :( hahaha

• Claudia / Jasmine

I love this film. Mungkin emang belum banyak orang tau ini film. Emang kurang terkenal juga. Sekarang, gue kasih tau, dan gue saranin lo tonton. Easy to watch tapi man, buat lo yang bosen sama film-film Indonesia yang gampang ketebak, tonton nih film, dan rasakan sensasi di ending! HEHE

Oh ya untuk yg mungkin penasaran.. UNTUK yang penasaran ajeee. Gue biasanya kalau nonton film itu di Youtube hehe. khusus film Indonesia. Kalau untuk film luar negri gue biasanya beli kaset2 bjkan heheheheheh peace!

And guys, if you have anything recommended movie to watch menurut lo, you can tell me anytime! I'd love to get some recommendation since i loove watching movies recently so much. just comment below or ASK me on the right sidebar on my ask.fm account. Thankyou for reading!

One day baby we'll be old.

WAH sekarang gue jadi rajin nge-post lho! *ketauan keseringan bosen*

This time im gonna share a video, well it's a music video though. I want you guys to take a look and take a listen to this video and the song. Because i think this song is soooo simple yet soo perfect because i love how Asaf Avidan sang it in perfectly amazing way. So this is it:

One day baby, we'll be old

Oh baby, we'll be old

And think of all the stories

That we could have told

if you didnt like the video, alright just listen to the song okay. 

Well since this song is like indie so just a few people might like it, i understand. I'd love to hear your opinion of this video/song. Just comment on this post! or wherever yang penting gw bisa liat ur comment. well, I'm curious actually ;P

BTW..... gue lagi ngidam ini banget nih PARAAAHHH :(

ah gila kan gila. laper banget langsung tiap ngebayangin ini uuu sate padang ku :9

I'm sorry readers if my blog is full of random stuffs
sorry if i wasted your time because of visiting my site
i just share things here ahahaha
i dont know, i try hard to make this blog stay clean and easy to read
sooo, is it working? no? lol
Just enjoy your reading, and i just went for some blogwalking. It's fun anyway.
:D

Byebye

xo

Finals.

I SHOULD BE STUDYING.

*what i'm doing instead:*

surfing the internet, in front of the laptop all day, watching movie, on bed. all day.

well, i know i'll regret this sooner or later. But... guys..

to study on weekend is so hard. okay.

and anyway, because i have my last 2 final exams on monday and tuesday,

i made this just for you, dearest hell finals

HEHE. yeah, this is the result of stressed out. this pic actually sounds like:

FINALS = FUCK IT. WHYYYYY. BZZ. MEH.

blah blah blah. the conclusion isss.... DEAR TUESDAY, COME FASTER PLEASE :')

LAZY RULES

- always have your hand sanitizer inside your room.

- Why make your bed when you're just gonna get back in it?

- if you can't find anything nice to wear, you're not going.

- Don't shower until you're going outta home.

- Snooze alarm over and over until you realize you're already late.

- When nothing goes right, go to sleep.

- "it's okay, i'll do it later."

- Tell your biggest lie in class; "I don't need to write that down, i'll remember it."

- Accidentally drop your pencil on the floor, reach it using your foot.

- Copy, then Paste.

- When you're too lazy to think, just say "i don't know".



Ha ha, hello. i have no idea too why i post this but for your information, i'm so bored right now and then i decided myself to post something on this blog and anyway i just deleted some unimportant posts here so yeah~~
AAND, today is my mom's birthday :D :D But too bad she'll not at home tonight because she got an event to attend but it's okay, it's her special day though, not mine. :p
okay, guess im just gonna end it up. bye bye!

halo jumpa lagi

HAI!!!! it's been ages im not updating this blog!
its because blogger kinda sucks a bit ribet actually but sooo clean like you cant reblog from someone's post like tumblr, so these are like your original posts. anyway you can visit my tumblr here velouir(dot)tumblr(dot)com --> yea type it yourself on ur browser dunt be lazy k k k ;)
so..
Since my friends already knew my youtube channel, and i put this blog's URL on it so some of my friends told me that they visited and read my posts here but whatsoever bc i dont really have a privacy thing or smthing.. so friends, should i say thankyou for visiting my site? well ofc yes, thankyou2.


anyway besok gue ulangan fisika dan gue agak kurang peduli dan besok gue ulangan mandarin dan gue lebih gapeduli tapi gue harus belajar 22nya biar ngga nyesel but you know MALES ANJING :(

okayyy think im gonna begadang lagi malem ini and i need some coffee biar mata bisa melek walopun sometimes kalo udha ngantuk coffee's not even working anymore but atleast it helps. Gue udah bosen sekolah sbenernyaaaa nyebeeelin banget maleeeesss bangettttt apalagi untuk siap2 dan berangkat kesekolah itu kerasa banget malesnyaa. butuh libur banget gilaa biar gue bisa melakukaaaan apa kek tapi bosen juga sih kecuali kalo liburan dan gak bokek at all dan ada yang nganter pergi2 kemana aja terus pulang malem pun ada yang jemput itu baru surga anjir.
oklah i dont know apakah ada yang baca ini or not i dont care. but thankyou for reading lol pokonya gue lagi labil abissss neeeh kenapa gue SMA menjadi semakin labil dan semakin gaje dan semakin freak this is annoying really -_- feels like i kinda hate myself for being so labile tapi gimana yahhh gue emang udah agak2 stresss nih gue rasa smenjak sma banyak banget pikiran huh ubanan gue lama2 anjir shit amit-amit :( :(

sudahlah, mau kekamarr entah mau ngapain gue. yu dada babay :)