Saturday, November 30, 2013

Bitter Flowers

You don't know
How it's so simple
By seeing you looking at me
By seeing you from behind

Make these butterflies
merrily fly higher
then suddenly shattered
into fake hope of dust

You don't know
How it's that good
to see you on that early day
was realizing me over there

But then i realized
you have never really wanted
or even worse
cared that much, to me

At the end i knew
you've always treated me
like the way you treated
..everybody else



Wednesday, November 13, 2013

[thoughts on sleepy night, so yeah]

you hide something
that people called it gold
you don't want they see
but you let me see

Deep inside i crave
crave to be with you
crave to stay with you
crave to be yours

with you
all seems easy
without you
insecure

But,
Who am i anyway?

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Pudar

Bagaikan bulan yang indah
ku kagumi bak rupawan
semakin dekat
menuntut dibantah
layaknya menjadi alasan
untuk berpaling